This year has been filled with so many good and bad memories and it’s time to leave some of them behind no matter how hard it is. The biggest tragedy that happened was the loss of my cousin, Kuya John. It was so hard to face the fact that we lost a family member off of a murder rather than a natural cause.I learned a lot from this.That the world is filled with cruel people, that danger is always near, and that life is short.So young… so innocent… so loving..I miss you so much kuya… thank you for all the memories.We miss you so dearly and love you so dearly. I know that you’re in heaven watching down on us and who knows, partying with all the henney shots. Rest in Peace.<3 A wonderful memory that happened was my 1 year with my boyfriend Jerel. My life has truly changed for the best because of this guy. Patience payed off and everything we been through together was worth it. I’m happy and and glad that I found the love of my life. Thank you for everything baby. You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. Till forever more <3 Another tragedy that hurt me was the lost of my 2 puppies Benji and Sunny.Losing them broke my heart. They were annoying but I loved them so much. I love you babies! I hope you are both in doggy heaven happily playing with each other. Mama misses and loves you very much <3 September of 2012 was the start of my Senior year…The final year of school then I’m off to the real world. Such a big eye opener to me. I’m ready to get through it all! When the clock strikes midnight; I can finally say that I will be graduating “this year”. I’m growing up… For the past few months my Grandpa has been going through a lot. Rushing to different hospitals, staying there for periods of time, struggling through his sickness… managing to keep smiling for our family.So strong.A miracle. Thank you God <3 You have blessed my grandpa and my grandma with all the strength and love. As time goes by…. we all get affected by different situations. Whether if its good or bad. I’ve doubted myself so many times but in the end; I know that there are people out there who have it worst than I do. I’m thankful… for everything I have. My friends, my family, my wonderful boyfriend, my education,the roof I live under, the clothes I wear, the food I eat, and all the blessings. 2012, you’ve taught me so much… it’s time to leave you behind and focus on the present and future. Hello 2013… Lets start on a good one until the end.I’m graduating this year, I’m going to be legal.. and just my future is coming. Generally speaking, bring on the good memories. TIME TO LIVE IT UP <3

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